Ya Rabb, please guide me

I do have this desire in me to be a good Muslim.

I long to cover up my body.

I long to be a qariah again.

I long to be able to understand the verses as I recite them.

I long to be like Siti Khadijah.  

I think, I should just proceed with Islamic studies for my degree. 

I'll take part time study mode in OUM.

No more second thought.