Double cleanse!

Start off with a cleansing lotion or cleansing oil to remove sunscreen or makeup.

Continue with a foam cleanser or even better - with a clay powder.

Rinse and then remove dead skin cells with cotton pads.

Finish off with a hydrating mist.

Stick to this routine and you'll have the best skin, I promise :)

Tonight I'm not sleeping

Because I'm taking the time to laugh at myself.

The people I used to know when I was younger seem content with their life when I'm stuck here with no money and a stupid lover.

Sorry letter

To mama and ayah,

Who I am forever indebted to

Thank you

Thank you so much for every single thing

I am sorry

For the troubles I have caused

I promise I will make dua' for you two as long as I am alive.

To the boys,

Who think I'm such a bitch for going out with you for a day and ignore you the next day

I am sorry

I just want to make friends, so when you act like we're more than that

I get disgusted.

To the girls,

Whoever, wherever you are

I am sorry for anything that I know and I don't know of

I don't make friends with people I don't like

Because I don't like to and I can't fake it.

Leaving

Exactly a month away before I leave Lendu.

My heart is so overwhelmed with everything. Semester 6 at its best. I thank Allah for my group members who are the easiest to work with, my room mates who put up with my lame jokes every single night and day, and many other things like of course, boys. Ehem.

I pray that I can laugh hard with my colleagues/employees like I always do with my friends here and meet more wonderful people in the future who reminds me that Allah is the most wonderful.

XOXO

Yoga!

These poses are said for fertility but I incorporate them in my life daily as my 'lazy workout' routine to tone my body. And the result is...

(Had to cover my face because I was not wearing my hijab)

When I’m indoor

My cozy bed. The Quran. Dhikr records.

or

My cozy bed. My notebook. My playlist.

or

My cozy bed. My notebook. The radio.

or

My cozy bed. A film. Accompanies.

Herbs and white clay obsession

I have an obsession for herbs. I consume jamu for my internal health, I use lulur on my skin and I treat my hair with herbs. Oh, I sometimes bath with herb too!

I want to keep my products natural because besides Sebamed and Hada Labo, I have no faith in other drugstore brands.

I would like to share on these natural products I am using and have used, try them because they are not only effective, they are also cheap!

I introduce you a Malaysian product: Tabloq - a white clay multipurpose product for the skin (you can also drink it!) I swear by this. It treats my skin, it's cooling, and it's so pure you can't smell a thing!

These were my jamu from Malaysia. The purple one helped me to have less vagina discharge while the blue one helped me to have fuller breasts. I discontinued consuming them because I am always trying new ones and currently, I am consuming Harum Malam.

This is my bath herb powder from Indonesia! It smells yummy and softens my skin but you will sweat a lot so drink up! I usually do the bath after my period. It cleans and freshens the vagina.

This is my lulur powder, also from Indonesia. It smells good and it's great because it's handy, but I dislike the texture so I will discontinue it.

Finally, I used to wash my hair with shikakai powder. I bought it from an Indian store. I don't like the smell and it was messy to do it on my own so I discontinued it. I am now using Chinese herbal shampoo from Miracle Hair Expert salon. It's very expensive :(

Fashion Inspiration

 For leisure

For work

Blessed new year!

So long as it doesn't affect your faith, so long as it doesn't harm anybody.

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